can i just be...?

So, I don't know what I want to do with my life.
Is that a problem?
Dr. Randle says I should do something that's not immoral. something where I am using my gifts. something that allows me to grow, where i won't prevent others from growing. something that will bring me joy.
what a help. (sarcasm. but really, too.)
I don't know if I'm closer to making decisions about what I want to do with my life, but I do see some things that won't be a part of it. And I say all kinds of things about what I need/want to do, but then when a test comes, I show that I won't really do it. I need some discipline in my life.
But mostly I just need Jesus. He makes me happy. He is my hope. He's my strong tower. He's my refuge. He's my help. He's my safety. He's my assurance. Oh, how I need some assurance. I have only to seek Him. To stop running and sit with Him. To just be. He will hold me and speak to me and be with me.
His grace is sufficient for me. His power is made perfect in weakness.
So...let the boasting in weakness begin! so that through that, His power might rest upon me and be seen, and He might receive all the glory for being who He is.